a wish.

How lovely to watch the Aurora borealis dancing in the sky also known as Nothern Lights,  When winters comes, looking up to the sky as you watch it dance slowly in the moonlights among the stars , changing colours and your mind has reach to the point of feeling serenity forget the problems leave the city and come closer to nature life, lying down making snow angels with the love ones, light up the Bonfire to heat up the shivers covering yourself with a warm thick soft blanket,while having a cup of hot chocolate and roasting marshmallow not to be left out a good laugh with the folks. I have never ever seen this in my life, It's may seems unreal to see this aurora, I promise one day I'll go there a destination where I can fulfil my wishes and make it come true to see this creation of mother nature. Let me fall asleep and dream of it. Oh love. Heaven is a place on earth I think you might be the one. 

Good Night

Lights Out, Words Gone

Life isn't always fair. People don't always get what they deserve.

This week has been one of the roughest & emotional week with lots of restlessness, solitude, frustration, memories, and oh yeah having NO IDEA what is going to happen next.It caused me to remember things I'd rather forget and i isolated myself from dear friends in order to deal with it. Thinking that if i push them away early on and test their loyalty, i am less disappointed later. it's a great system that i have worked out.EFF NOOOT. I think i will just pretend that I don't exist. go about my day regularly. maybe.At least, i can walk away from it all knowing this is what living feels like. unpredictable, vulnerable, and wonderful. There is something to be learnt from each person around us, and what can we learn if we don't let ourselves be known?
It's not that easy, though. Directly after getting frustrated, everything in me gets angry.Then I normally do something stupid, I felt sorry for myself and not counting my blessings. So heck yeah This is me pissed off and hurt.  Have a blessed week.

Dark Days, Clear Nights .

It's been... quite an emotional journey this week,It was one of those days that everything went wrong & quite a few people weren't the lovliest.

I am realizing that in the past as I have always looked to the future for what is next, I have missed out on some really great opportunities to make memories. And it ends up being a constant feeling of dissatisfaction but everything is so much more fulfilling when I can enjoy it and not try and rush through it.My time is valuable, I work too damn much just to waste my free time on nothing. That's not how it's going down.

Sóley - Pretty Face

Logic - Let Me Go (Feat. Lykke Li)

eff off.

 Unhappy. Or annoyed. It’s neither apathy or frustration. It could be sadness.
I guess it was just one of those days. I kept looking for the joy in the mess but couldn't find it.So here I sit at the end of the day. Bitching and complaining. It's probably the last thing you want to read but sometimes I like to know that other people have shitty days.... and they end shitty.