oh what the hell

I really want to continue to stay happy, but how can I when small things push me back? I should be happy.Yet, the one thing I want the most, I apparently can not have. I realize the little things in life do really matter and are just as equivalent, if not more, than the big things. There is always good with the bad and happy with the sad. Dwelling on these bad things from the past though will only cause an unhappy future. Sometimes, you just have to move on. Moving on can be scary. Sometimes people may think if they move on and get on with their life, they will forget something that they will want to keep most memorable. Little do they know, people can move on without forgetting.