Lights Out, Words Gone

Life isn't always fair. People don't always get what they deserve.

This week has been one of the roughest & emotional week with lots of restlessness, solitude, frustration, memories, and oh yeah having NO IDEA what is going to happen next.It caused me to remember things I'd rather forget and i isolated myself from dear friends in order to deal with it. Thinking that if i push them away early on and test their loyalty, i am less disappointed later. it's a great system that i have worked out.EFF NOOOT. I think i will just pretend that I don't exist. go about my day regularly. maybe.At least, i can walk away from it all knowing this is what living feels like. unpredictable, vulnerable, and wonderful. There is something to be learnt from each person around us, and what can we learn if we don't let ourselves be known?
It's not that easy, though. Directly after getting frustrated, everything in me gets angry.Then I normally do something stupid, I felt sorry for myself and not counting my blessings. So heck yeah This is me pissed off and hurt.  Have a blessed week.

Dark Days, Clear Nights .

It's been... quite an emotional journey this week,It was one of those days that everything went wrong & quite a few people weren't the lovliest.

I am realizing that in the past as I have always looked to the future for what is next, I have missed out on some really great opportunities to make memories. And it ends up being a constant feeling of dissatisfaction but everything is so much more fulfilling when I can enjoy it and not try and rush through it.My time is valuable, I work too damn much just to waste my free time on nothing. That's not how it's going down.

Sóley - Pretty Face

Logic - Let Me Go (Feat. Lykke Li)