Life isn't always fair.
People don't always get what they deserve.
This week has been one of the roughest & emotional week with lots of restlessness, solitude, frustration, memories, and oh yeah having NO IDEA what is going to happen next.It caused me to remember things I'd rather forget and i isolated myself from dear friends in order to deal with it. Thinking that if i push them away early on and test their loyalty, i am less
disappointed later. it's a great system that i have worked out.EFF NOOOT. I think i will just pretend that I don't exist. go about my day regularly. maybe.At least, i can walk away from it all knowing this is what living feels like. unpredictable, vulnerable, and wonderful. There is something to be learnt from each person around us, and what can we learn if we don't let ourselves be known?
It's not that easy, though. Directly after getting frustrated, everything in me gets angry.Then I normally do something stupid, I felt sorry for myself and not counting my blessings. So heck yeah This is me pissed off and hurt. Have a blessed week.
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